I Remember..

More I wrote on TAKS day and a little something else I did.. up there.^^

I remember..

When everything seemed golden and perfect.

When i lived in my own little fantasy world.

That only i could possibly beleive.

I remember..

The day we met.

How with time we grew to be close friends.

The way i grew to love you as a friend.

I remember..

Every single memory we made together.

All those good moments of happiness and laughter.

All those bad times we held each other just to make it through.

I remember..

The day it all went away.

When we stopped being friends.

When we took our seperate ways.

I remember..

And now thats all thats left.

Those never ending memories.

Of how we used to be Best Friends.

Time to CHANGE

I was bored after i finished the TAKS so i began to write::


I look at my sourroundings.
I begin to feel comforable.
Like I belong.
Like Im at home.
The voices inside my head begin to scream.
You can't let go, You can't let go!
I begin to make myself beleive that.
I can't let go, I can't let go!
Although my conscious whispers slowly in my ear.
Its time to move on.
Time to CHANGE honey.
I try to see what "I" really want.
It all leads to confusion.
Hard to explain.
Part of me says "Let Go!"
Part of me says "You'll just fall once more"
A never ending battle inside of me.
All those outside voices that never help.
I scream for Help!
There's no one with answers.
Oh kid, I Love You.
But it's time to move on, time to let go.
One chapter closes but its not the end.
For another has just opened.
I choose the new path.
The one where the sun shines always.
I know you'll always pull me back.
Try to make me fall.
The memories will keep going.
I will stand high this time.
Never look back.
Finally, Move on and Let Go!
For thats the better path choosen.

Gett to knoww me kidd.

My name is Sonia Imelda, and I no longer attend Med High. I go to Riveraa High School for the moment, and Im a sophmore there. I'm still learning what life has to give me. I WANT TO CHANGE and finally get my act together. I won't give up this time and learn from every mistake I make. Right now I'm all about getting to know myself and still need to mature alot more. Almost every word spoken by me will make no sense. I tend to make myself beleive everything is alright and hide it all behind a smile. I'm really shy when i first meet someone but I'll get comfortable around you after a while. I like to meet new people and gain new experiences. I beleive we should make our time on this place we call earth worth it for we never know when it'll end. I don't think perfection will ever excist. I have a passion for the different arts and the music that inspires me. I like journalism and real photograpghy. I think about things more than i should, so you'll find me daydreaming alot. I wish for world peace. I'll wait for love to find me when the time is right. I want to find happiness already and stay there forever.